‘Is debuting as a rookie now a right (decision)?’

I think many people can likely recall Juniel’s (19. Choi Junhee) first showcase. Name, appearance, voice, speech, laughter, here and there is lovely.  That day, the girl who was playing guitar by herself, captivated the audiences. In 2010, she won Japan audition program ‘Niji Iro Supernova’. In Japan, she also released 4 albums consisting of her own compositions. She gained a lot of experiences by doing live street performance and stage performance at live houses. Those are her big strengths.

Coming from FNC Entertainment who has a lot of successful senior singers, Juniel is not just another newcomer. She gained a lot of attention and received positive support from family member CNBLUE –music video cast, duet song – even prior to her Korea debut. After watching BoA’s documentary when she was at elementary school, she pursued a dream to become a…

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I am not a graceful person and I just want to be good at something…

I am not a graceful person.
I am not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset.
I am a Tuesday 2 am, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February.
My bones crack on a nightly basis.
I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness.
I sometimes believe that I don’t belong around people, that I belong to all the leap days that didn’t happen.
The way the light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm.
You don’t see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.


I just want to be good at something.
I want a dream I can actually follow.
A talent that could someday get me a job I love.
I don’t want to be a mediocre at everything.
But I am.

— via tumblr

Somehow I’m amazed how come the words above suit me well. Maybe it means that I’m not alone.